Thursday, November 26, 2015

Saying Grace

Not one for public praying,
uncertain of my way
in the wilderness of custom,
I’d retreat to prayer by rote,
words unheard and unremarked
and almost unintelligible:
autonomic, without meaning:
triggered by expectant faces
ranged around a table,
food and flowers on the table,
china there, and silver,
linen cloths upon the table.
And an automatic prayer.

But my years of special moments,
of laughter, and of sorrow,
empty places at the table,
have taught me words that speak  
of what we feel, and hope, and long for
when we gather round a table:
the familiar warmth and comfort
of our friends around a table,
We smile and touch and hold tight
all those people round our table,                    
and share with them a gift,
a creator’s special blessing:

Grace.

Saturday, November 14, 2015

A Life Worth Loving

An autumn day:
sky brilliant blue,  
yellow-orange-red leaves
crayon-bright among
the primary colors of my street.
I love this season;
I love my life, and that
is, indeed, the problem.

Not everyone has a life worth loving.
And sometimes, those who do,
lose it. 

What right do I have to sit
here in my sunbeamed house
and watch the light and shadows of my trees,
when half a world away,
someone else, who is not me,
watches windows drained
of color and life,
windows framed with fear   
grayed out with the absence of choice?

What God-whim chose
bombs and gunmen in Paris
and not here?
Why has it never been
my children in the line of fire?
I've sat in a theater;
I've walked down a street;
I've stopped for a drink with friends.
I survived.

Because I live where
those things never happen.
Except when they do.
At work, at countless schools,
at movie theaters.
Random bullets through windows.
Directed fire on campus.
Bombs in places unpredicted.

Unless everyone can live in that place
where these things don't happen,
unless the bombs and guns,
the insanity is stopped,
until the vengeful, bloody gods
that live in the horrific minds of men
are somehow satisfied,
or obliterated,
until respect for human life
becomes the norm for all.....
none of us can be sure of safety;
none of us can sleep in peace.